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saying no applies to
drugs: never boys. do not
say no to boys, they will tear out
your heart and leave your rib cage
jagged and broken, a gaping mouth
screaming its violation. they
will take your tongue, too, take away
your voice until all they can read
is yes in your actions.
this is not
a metaphor.
this is a simple fact: do not say no to boys.
it is not in your right to deny them.
let them see the ocean of your body, let
them widen the cracks in your sidewalks,
let them warm themselves over the fire in your eyes,
until they decide to suffocate it.
do not say no, even when you are so destroyed that
your hands shake at night, holding your car keys between
your fingers like a gun with an unclear target.
even when you cannot go outside of your room:
the grass between your toes feels too much like
hades’ hands reaching for persephone, the sun’s shadow
haunting you across the concrete feels too much
like apollo relentlessly chasing after daphne.
do not say no, even when you cannot find
the strength or the will or the courage to
drag yourself home.
say nothing, until you’re alone
and can stand in front of the mirror and
start the task of shaping yourself into a person
again. duct tape your pieces together and slowly
lose the ability to say anything at all.
tonight you can see venus from your bedroom
window. she’s the one shining the brightest.
she’s the only planet named
after a girl, you know, the queen of beauty
whose skin is made of volcanos.
boys are the kings of hell, sitting on their
thrones counting out pomegranate seeds.
boys wear the laurel wreaths of victory,
the last shreds of daphne’s free will.
this is not a poem.
this is a call for action.
my body is my own ocean.
my weeds are the only thing allowed to widen
the cracks of my sidewalks.
i am a patchwork of holes, honeycomb and fragile
enough to dissolve if you put me in water.
my heart pounds two times faster when a man
walks behind me and i have indents of car keys
on my palms. i cannot bring myself to think about
what i’ll name my daughter because i don’t want to bring
another girl into this world to get slaughtered
and have to keep on breathing, have to pull the knife
out of her chest and learn that it was her fault.
but then i imagine telling her that a day on
earth is 116 days on venus and that won’t make
her be able to shake hands with a man
without wondering how many of the whorls
on his fingers can be traced back to the crime scene of
a girl’s murdered innocence, and it won’t be able
to teach her how to look at a man and let him
see the fire in her eyes without trying to hide it.
it won’t give her the right to say no, it won’t let
anyone give her the right to say no, it won’t let her
know that she has that right anyway.
but it has to mean something. it has to.
it’s all we have left.
drugs: never boys. do not
say no to boys, they will tear out
your heart and leave your rib cage
jagged and broken, a gaping mouth
screaming its violation. they
will take your tongue, too, take away
your voice until all they can read
is yes in your actions.
this is not
a metaphor.
this is a simple fact: do not say no to boys.
it is not in your right to deny them.
let them see the ocean of your body, let
them widen the cracks in your sidewalks,
let them warm themselves over the fire in your eyes,
until they decide to suffocate it.
do not say no, even when you are so destroyed that
your hands shake at night, holding your car keys between
your fingers like a gun with an unclear target.
even when you cannot go outside of your room:
the grass between your toes feels too much like
hades’ hands reaching for persephone, the sun’s shadow
haunting you across the concrete feels too much
like apollo relentlessly chasing after daphne.
do not say no, even when you cannot find
the strength or the will or the courage to
drag yourself home.
say nothing, until you’re alone
and can stand in front of the mirror and
start the task of shaping yourself into a person
again. duct tape your pieces together and slowly
lose the ability to say anything at all.
tonight you can see venus from your bedroom
window. she’s the one shining the brightest.
she’s the only planet named
after a girl, you know, the queen of beauty
whose skin is made of volcanos.
boys are the kings of hell, sitting on their
thrones counting out pomegranate seeds.
boys wear the laurel wreaths of victory,
the last shreds of daphne’s free will.
this is not a poem.
this is a call for action.
my body is my own ocean.
my weeds are the only thing allowed to widen
the cracks of my sidewalks.
i am a patchwork of holes, honeycomb and fragile
enough to dissolve if you put me in water.
my heart pounds two times faster when a man
walks behind me and i have indents of car keys
on my palms. i cannot bring myself to think about
what i’ll name my daughter because i don’t want to bring
another girl into this world to get slaughtered
and have to keep on breathing, have to pull the knife
out of her chest and learn that it was her fault.
but then i imagine telling her that a day on
earth is 116 days on venus and that won’t make
her be able to shake hands with a man
without wondering how many of the whorls
on his fingers can be traced back to the crime scene of
a girl’s murdered innocence, and it won’t be able
to teach her how to look at a man and let him
see the fire in her eyes without trying to hide it.
it won’t give her the right to say no, it won’t let
anyone give her the right to say no, it won’t let her
know that she has that right anyway.
but it has to mean something. it has to.
it’s all we have left.
Literature
I can't write poetry for dead girls.
there are too
many pills in this
world and too
much misery in
the human heart
but that didn't mean
that you could just
up and leave when
we both know it
could have gotten better
and i miss you like
a wolf misses her pack
or a goddamn dragon misses
her fire and i'm sorry
that i can't give you
a bouquet of jasmines
(they were your
favorite, after all,
because that was
the only princess
with a pet tiger)
because poppies are
too cliche and i'm
sorry i wasn't there
when all you needed
was a hug and for someone
to whisper "it's okay,
you're perfect enough
for me, don't listen
to that junkie bitch
who just happened to
give birth to you" and did
Literature
love poem for a poet
and if you ever complain
of writer's block
I will hold you
your chest pressed to mine
close and warm and quiet
and trace every word
that's been eluding you
onto the blank page
of your back
Literature
the protector
i grind my palm into my stomach
and it crumbles like the soft rock
towering the highway, crashing on
the paved road.
i am not at a loss as to how it is
i became so weak. i sat myself
down one night a while ago
as i shivered from your words,
and i said
soak it in, let it poison you.
i am not a drug addict. but in you
i looked for the possibility of feeling.
and you did poison me.
i sit within dreams where your mouth
is wet, and tugging me, and my
hands are pressed deep within the
parts of you that stay warm.
i am not cold. but my bones ache
as if they are, perhaps it is because
you are so close, or perhaps it is
because the air stills
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in English class, we read a poem called "Variations on the Word Sleep" by Margaret Atwood, and almost everyone in the class thought it was weird and creepy based only on the first two lines. The next day, we read a poem called "A Myth of Devotion" by Louise Gluck and almost everyone in the class thought it was romantic. I think about that a lot.
To be honest, I've had this poem sitting in my folder for a couple of weeks now but I haven't really known what to do with it but I guess I'm posting this in response to the recent shootings and stabbings focused on women that have been floating through the news. And in the past couple of days, I've heard this saying on the internet and I like it: It's not all men, but it's enough. And so I'm publishing this poem because of that.
To be honest, I've had this poem sitting in my folder for a couple of weeks now but I haven't really known what to do with it but I guess I'm posting this in response to the recent shootings and stabbings focused on women that have been floating through the news. And in the past couple of days, I've heard this saying on the internet and I like it: It's not all men, but it's enough. And so I'm publishing this poem because of that.
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Yesss. This is wonderful and beautiful. Now I have to go read those two poems you mentioned.