xavi prances around with nine year old gold
stars on his shirt and tells other people they're
messed up.
his friend asked him the question,
"if she and me were dangling over a fire, who would you save?"
he asked us what we wanted to do after school.
his friend said soldier, i said poet.
xavi said he'd save me
because words are more important than guns.
just kidding, he hates me.
but Xavi's the kind of person who
i think would say that.
he's Spanish and an atheist and English and freaky
and crazy and American,
but I'm starting to think Xavi's tired of labels.
i tell him I'm sick of being called
emo,
and he says, "I know."
i wish I could ask him if he's sick of being called
crazy.
xavi is obsessed with soccer
and knows his players like I know my poets.
he can talk car like nobody's business.
he's also a mathematical genius if you ask him,
but sometimes I imagine him huddled up in his one-parent
house, desperately trying to study,
desperately trying to impress.
he disappeared so fast after graduation
i almost didn't feel him become a memory.
some days I wonder if he's going to
wear 'mentally disturbed' at his new school.
i ask him if he's sick of people calling him
crazy
and he just looks at me.
xavi prances around with the memory of having
the most gold stars in kindergarten,
and I hope one day he'll find something else to
be proud of.
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I really like this poem. Just something about it makes me feel like I understand him, even though I don't know him.
I really like this poem; it's strange but unique.