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I've decided recently that I need to delete most of the old stuff on here. I'm probably not, but if you want to read poetrythen ignore all old stuff.

Thank you so much for either if you choose to favorite/comment.


when people say that teenagers don't make good choices, i guess they're kind of right. But in a way, i guess they're also saying that they didn't make good choices as a teenager and because they don't want to be alone or they don't want to think that they're alone, they'll say all teenagers make bad choices.


look. what i'm trying to say is that i was a little kid and now i'm a teenager and i'll probably grow up to say things like, "teenagers have no idea what they want to do with their lives" or "teenagers make terrible decisions".


i guess in general, i'm saying that i make some bad decisions and bad choices and sometimes i regret them instantly and other times i don't know i'm supposed to regret them until three or four months after the fact.


see, i still don't use a lot of punctuation and capital letters and i still spell "months" with an e and i still like the same boy i did when i was seven and i still hate myself just as much as i did two weeks ago and i've done these things for so long i don't think there's really a cure and i'm used to that, it's okay.


and just i guess, finally, or maybe in short, i am always going to come back. i mean, sure there's going to be breaks, sometimes long breaks, breaks that i can't really comprehend ending, but i will always come back, okay, there are times when i'm going to really want to leave and i'm going to think i'm able to but then i never can and i'm not.


so. i guess you can take this as being about deviantArt or being about life but i think it works for both.


thank you all so much, each and every one of you is a reason i stay.


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Grae Mattern
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I hate talking about myself for any length of time. My favorite part of the summer is the fireflies. My mother doesn't understand why I like the rain so much, but let's just put that on the ever-growing list of things my mother doesn't understand about me. I don't know what to do about that. I do this weird thing where I don't reply to comments and don't tell everyone that follows me that I love them but I love them and on Bad Days, I reread the comments and look at my watchers and I smile and fall a little bit more in love with humanity in general. I'm allergic to every nut but peanuts. I am a horrible human being. But some days I can convince myself that that doesn't necessarily mean I'm not a good person.

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LeftUnfinished 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
Hello, you don't know me and I don't really know you. All I know is that a) I very much adore your work and b) the main reason why I had to say something: I too am allergic to all nuts but peanuts. And anything with a considerable amount of fur. And any undersea creature whatsoever. I'm not asking for your pity; I'n not asking for anything. But I just felt like saying that. That's all I have to say. Thank-you!
Eeddey Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for adding Dylan O'Brien by Eeddey, Tyler Hoechlin by Eeddey, Arden Cho by Eeddey, and Holland Roden by Eeddey to your Favorites! :happybounce:
amour-raven Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer

:dalove: Grae, thank you for joining the Authors-Club! We are so glad to have you within our midst and adding beautiful words into our club!


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AlwaysRainCheck Feb 2, 2014  Student General Artist
Hi, I wish you a wonderful day Sun 
SoObsessed Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday Grae!!!  You are a spell-binding poet and your words are wise and you have insight far beyond your young years ;)
Adrolyn Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hope you have a nice birthday. :cake:  =)
WindFragments Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :love:
ThePirateBunny7 Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Joyeux anniversaire!
NayaSelenia Jan 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-day! :party:
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